MDMA and Grief

It has been three months since I took MDMA and did a deep dive into grief.ThingsIt feels like yesterday that I took the MDMA and opened the time capsules.The things ignited on that day, three months ago, continue to evolve.Things.I know that is vague. Let me clarify.“Things” include the feelings of grief, the concepts of what I do, […]

0700 (T minus 2 hours and 30 minutes): I woke up early. I had trouble sleeping: part mix of anxiety and eagerness, not excitement, not like someone catching a flight to Disney World, more like an astronaut on a first flight to the moon. Actually, “astronaut” is exactly right. This MDMA Grief Experiment I am […]

Three days after the MDMA Grief Experiment, I received a call from my trip sitter. He was checking in on me to see if I was experiencing a Molly Comedown. He was also interested in hearing my self-assessment on how ecstasy impacted my deep dive into grief and whether or not I achieved what I […]

Tuesday, January 16, 2024. Today, I am resealing the time capsules. I put the silica gel dry packs in the oven. It’s a three-hour process to recharge them, so I am taking this time to reflect on the impact of this MDMA Grief Time Capsule Experiment. There were many “Letters to the Future” in the […]

MDMAI have known about this drug for a long time in my career as a Drug and Alcohol Counselor. My interest over the years has been from the perspective of an addiction professional helping people to stop using MDMA. Health consequences, detoxification issues, and relapse triggers were the primary areas I was focused on.It wasn’t until […]